Make It Real.

I want an unexpected romance. I want to fall for someone I never would have expected. I want to suddenly look up someday into eyes deeper than the ocean and see someone that is beyond beautiful to me. I want to share something special, & know a single person better than anyone else knows them. I want to fall into the sturdy comfort of someone else's arms & know without a doubt that they will always be there, & only for me. I want real love.

So, we dated a while back. For some reason or another it ended. Now, we happen to be really close friends. But whenever I'm with him I wish we could be more, like when we were together... He has a new girlfriend now, & I see how he treats her & all the sweet things he does. All I can think is, that used to be me, & why did I let that go? We always have a lot of fun together, & I know he really cares about me too. But I guess sometimes, you just have to let go.

I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstation games and then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd play with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt water guns at each other in the house. But mostly ; some who would be my best friend & would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile

It sucks when you finally realize who you want to be with, and they get into a relationship with someone else the same day.

That horrible feeling when you look at your ex and realize how cute they got.

It's never easy to let the first one go.