October 2011
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Distraught.
I’ve never been so confused in my life.
Last year, I had boyfriends. I was happy with that. Then, beginning of this year, I fell for a girl. A GIRL. I fell hard. I was with her for nearly seven months, & might have been longer if she didn’t make some bad decisions. After 15 years of my life being one way, I dove into something different. I got pulled into something completely...
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I'm just hoping you don't look at me as something...
September 2011
106 posts
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I'd Take That Extra Mile
thiskidjosie:
To love someone,
Doesn’t always mean that you want a relationship with them.
Sometimes it means that you’ll do ANYTHING just to see them happy.
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The truth is, that you are the only guy that I would take as a boyfriend. All these new faces that constantly come into my life can’t shake me an inch, but you can make me fly. I’ve known you for so long, & you have always been there. I know that you’re going to love me, & I won’t have to worry about losing you. I know that you’re going to do your best to make...
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&Life goes on...
thiskidjosie:
I may not be the guy with:
-The smarts
-The looks
-The eyes
-The smile
-The money
-The style
But I am the guy:
-With a heart willing to love you till his very last breath.
-That’ll stop and drop everything for you.
-That will do everything it takes to see you smile.
-That will stand by your side and overcome every obstacle you may encounter.
-That will fight for your...
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So uhm.
I really like my boyfriend. :)
I’m hurting her.
& I’m hurting her.
At least one of them is okay.
I’m finally not hurting him anymore.
I am losing myself trying to figure out what I want.
What am I living for?
Who am I trying for?
Why am I like this?
Where did I lose it?
This road is long.
& I get lost.
& I fall.
& I fall.
& I fall.
End.
Smh
ohyeahpapa-steve:
People that blame haoles for “taking over” Hawai’i. Unless you are a 100% full blooded Hawai’ian YOUR ASSES WOULDN’T BE HERE EITHER. We’re all descendants of haoles or a different foreign race for your information. Quit your complaining about how “they” fucked us over and took over the land.
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I don't even know how to say it.
I want to hug you.
I want to hold you, for a few seconds.
No;
Minutes;
Hours; Lifetimes.
I want to whisper my mind away
Through your hair
To where you listen,
With your ears.
Your mind;
Your heart.
I want to look you in the eyes
& see myself reflected,
With you reflected back
I want to touch your hands
Not lace them, but trace the contour of your effort
The hands that make things;
The hands that...
reasons i want to be a seahorse
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sodamnberserk:
hypnose:
the males get pregnant
they hold tails with their mate when they find them
they stay with that mate for the rest of their lives
when their mate dies, they die too
the male gets pregnant
the guy gets pregnant
the dude gets pregnant
someone other than the female endures pain
the guy gets pregnant
the male becomes impregnated
omg ahahah
...
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I'm freaking out.
I. Am. Freaking. The. Hell. OUT.
Somebody save me.
I really don’t like where this is going..
I think I need to build myself a cozy little brick...
Yupp, definitely.
Can’t get the words out of my mouth
That little feeling everyone talks about
The things you say, like I miss your face
I wanna let you know but I can’t get the words to go so
Olive you, and everything you do
What two words can mean, afraid to say the other three
Olive you, the words are coming true
I don’t know what to say but olive you
Love is a heavy kiss when you don’t deserve it.
It forgives, forgets, it never turns it’s back on you.
Love is an empty cup. It takes time to fill it up.
Even when you can’t see it you can fill it lifting you.
WTF
WHAT THA FUUUCK IS UP WITH THESE WHALE ARMIES?!
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There’s a big difference, I discovered, between wanting to die and not wanting...
– Marilyn Manson (via ilysfmkay)
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Of course it’s going to be hard to read that. To see each thing repeated, & have the memories thrown back in your face. To have former feelings, chained down in a light-less cellar, be dragged up jagged ledges and cultivated. To know the same exact feelings. To know them better. To regret, to remember, to relive and to renew. It’s going to hurt, it’ll hurt like hell.
This...
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I'm tired of everyones bullshit.
I feel fucking horrible. Just put a knife in my...
You’ve gotta dance like there’s nobody watching,
Love like you’ll never be...
– William W. Purkey (via theedgeofthecliff)
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No on will ever understand. No one will know.
No one will ever understand the complete happiness I felt in that short time period. To be so close to you, & not have to worry about anything. We were so happy together, smiling & laughing. I kept wishing that it didn’t have to end, that we could just stay there forever & forget every other aspect of our lives. It just seemed so perfect..Like I was going through a dream..&...